大驚

再次

佩服命運的安排

國小 國中 高中 又在某部份重疊了

真有趣

累 睡去
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# by bejazzman | 2005-10-03 01:37 | Soliloquy

舞舞舞 I

然後她想知道我離婚的事。

「不是我想離婚而離的,是她有一天突然出走了。跟男人一起。」

「你受傷了?」

「只要是站在那樣立場的人,誰都多少會受一點傷吧。」

她在桌上支著下巴看我的臉。「對不起,我問得好奇怪。不過你是如何受傷的,我不太能想像。你是如何受傷法呢?受傷後會變怎麼樣呢?」

「會像在大衣胸口別起Keith Haring的徽章一樣。」

她笑了。「只有這樣?」

「我想說的是。」我說。「這種事情是會慢性化的。吞進日常生活裡去,弄不清楚什麼地方受傷了。不過那卻是存在的。傷這東西就是這樣。並不是可以說就是這個,然後拿出來給人家看的。能夠讓人家看的東西,就不是什麼嚴重的傷了。」

「我非常嘹解你想說的。」

「真的?」

「或許看不出來,不過我也曾經受過很多傷呢,相當多噢。」她小聲地說。「因為種種原因,所以結果我辭掉東京的飯店。是受傷了。有些事情我無法像一般人那樣善於處理。」

「哦。」我說。

「現在還有傷痕。一想到那件事,現在都還常常會想乾脆死掉算了。」

她把戒指拿下,又再戴上。然後喝血腥瑪麗,弄弄眼鏡。接著微微笑一下。
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# by bejazzman | 2005-09-30 00:38 | 三日不讀書 面目可憎

要命

這星期 很明顯 秋天到了
我喜歡
在當兵之前 找到一個短期的工作
也不錯

到今天為止 做了三天 除了第一天 做了13小時
其餘兩天 都做了九小時
沒得坐的雜工 腳累壞了
回到家整個就想睡覺 真是要了我的老命~~
慘的是 連周六 都要上班 真是心碎

加油 ~~ 好歹做個三星期 掙個一萬多元
然後 當兵去 兵單差不多也該來了
希望 一切如預期
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# by bejazzman | 2005-09-30 00:18 | Soliloquy

My Favortie Drummer




(Mike的組件算是最多的)

Mike Portnoy,眾多喜愛鼓手之一。高三時買了一張DT的Scenes From A Memory的專輯, John Petrucci、John Myung的部份,就暫不多說了。最喜歡Mike Portnoy的地方,則是他的變拍打法,5/4拍、6/8拍、9/8拍的變換,以及他在A Change of Seasons裡,鈸以及小鼓的聲音。特別是變拍的打法是前衛金屬很吸引我的地方之一。後來2002年時,去聽了DT的演唱會之後,真的是爽炸了。這是我第一次去聽的售票演唱會,心裡整個覺得值回票價,也更崇拜DT以及Mike Portnoy。此外與Mike Portnoy有關的Project還包括:Liquid Tension Experiment、Transatlantic。

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(高高的那兩塊鈸,感覺它的聲音很特別)

Terry Bozzio,在聽前衛金屬之後,有一次在買Liquid Tension Experimetn的專輯時,發現架子旁邊有個團叫BLS,原來BLS是三個團員姓氏的縮寫,包括:Terry Bozzio、Tony Levin、Steve Stevens,看了看簡介就買來碰碰運氣,聽了之後果然是夠前衛。雖然不像是Mike Portnoy那麼喜歡打變拍的打法,但是我最喜歡的就是他小鼓調的Tone,還有他大鼓的鼓點,不知哪一塊鈸所發出來的聲音。後來才發現Terry Bozzio原來就是 神 Steve Vai – Sex & Religion的長髮鼓手,年紀越大頭髮越收斂,倒是留起小鬍子,整個認不出來。

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Dennis Chambers,大一的時候開始聽起Fusion,當時買了一張名為「CAB2」的專輯,是由Tony Macalpine(g)、Bunny Brunel(b)、Dennis Chambers(d)、Brian Auger(k)四位樂手,所發的一張專輯。當時是想聽聽Tony Macalpine的音樂是怎麼樣的,結果卻意外地發現鼓超好聽,那時才認識到Dennis Chambers老兄。Dennis Chambers的鼓讓我最喜歡的地方,應該可以說是切分拍的打法很多,我很喜歡那種切分拍的感覺。他的鼓Tone實在也是好聽。最近跟Greg Howe、櫻井哲夫合作的Wonderland in the Sky一曲,更是我心中Fusion的經典曲目。

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Dave Weckl,認識他是從他教學帶看到認識的,他在教學帶的結尾時,表演了一首自己專輯的Garden wall這首歌,這首歌的旋律應該是Sax吹出來的吧,配上Dave的鼓,我覺得超級好聽,後來就去研究一下這個人是在幹嘛,才發現也是來頭不小(畢竟也是出教學影帶的鼓手),今年的五月份還有登台的演奏講習會,榮獲各大鼓手雜誌票選全球排行鼓手前三名,我是覺得他鼓的Tone比起上面三位,似乎比較沒有比較獨特的音色,但是打起來就是很有味道,也不知吸引我的地方在哪,大概是鼓跟歌曲的和諧度吧! 25th Drummers Collective的影片,一開始就是Dave Weckl來開場,很值得一看。

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Steve Smith,喜歡上Fusion後,慢慢認識到許多鼓手,而Steve Smith就是其中一位。讓我對他印象最為深刻,應該是在看了25th Drummers Collective的影片中,一段Hi-Hat的演出,加上跟Victor Wooten的Bass對飆後,讓我整個覺得這位老兄也是誇張。就裝備來說,他鼓的組件算是這幾位最少的,但是感覺起來卻不會不豐富,而且那段Hi-Hat的演出,讓我覺得他對每一個小細節的練習都很足夠,基本功紮實到不行,不愧是個老頭+光頭。

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Mike Mangini,其實這位老兄很早就耳聞了,因為他算是Steve Vai喜歡合作的鼓手之一,當初看G3 Concert輪到Steve Vai出場時,就有注意到Mike的長相,最特別的算是他在演唱會的衣著吧,只穿一條類似袜布的褲子,整個人看起來活脫脫像個泰山,G3 Concert的主角是吉他,也不會讓鼓手有機會Show一下。最近看了Mike Mangini表演的影片,才發現他比我想像的強上非常非常多。官方網站裡,有一項統計如下:

*Official W.F.D. World's Fastest Drummer-
{all records are single strokes in one minute unless noted differently}
Matched Grip (1,247) Ranking: 1 (2005,04,03)
Traditional Grip (1,126) Ranking: 1 (2005,04,03,02)
Bare Hands (1,138) Ranking: 1 (2005,04,03,02)
15 Min. Feet (13,222) Ranking: 1 (2005)
5 Min. Feet (4,555) Ranking: 1 (2005)

Mike Mangini號稱當今世界最快鼓手,其實他不是只有快,我看他實際表演Bangkok 、Fire Garden Suite這兩首歌時,裡面還有變拍及很多反拍、切分拍的打法,實在是很厲害,當然他打的鼓也是跟歌味道很合,加上會有一些地方,瞬間加速,我會很興奮阿~~

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小整理:
1.
不管是哪位,我都一定會提到他們鼓的Tone實在太好聽了,專業級的鼓手,在表演之前,除了整組鼓的位置會調好之外,每個組件的Tone也會調過,Dave Weckl就出過一片專門講調Tone的教學帶。

2.
左手握棒 (習慣)
正握:Mike Portnoy、Mike Mangini、Terry Bozzio
反握(偏Jazz握法):Steve Smith、Dave Weckl、Dennis Chambers

3.
官方網站:
Mike Portnoy:http://www.mikeportnoy.com/
Terry Bozzio:http://www.terrybozzio.com/
Dennis Chambers:http://www.dennischambers.com/dc_frameset.html
Dave Weckl:http://64.246.176.199/wecklHome/wecklHome.php?sw=1024&sh=768
Steve Smith:http://www.vitalinformation.com/steve/
Mike Mangini:http://www.mikemangini.com/MMmm/mm2004.html

4.
推薦專輯:
Mike Portnoy:Dream Theater - Scenes From A Memory , Liquid Tension Experiment Projects

Terry Bozzio:BLS Project , Explorers Club - Age Of Impact

Dennis Chambers:CAB , CAB2 , CAB4

Dave Weckl:Dave Weckl's Band - Master Plan , Dave Weckl's Band - Transition

Steve Smith:Frank Gambale , Stuart Hamm , Steve Smith - Show Me What You Can Do , Frank Gambale , Stuart Hamm , Steve Smith - The Light Beyond

Mike Mangini:Steve Vai - Fire Garden , Steve Vai - The Ultra Zone , James Labrie's Mullmuzzler Projects
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# by bejazzman | 2005-09-26 04:22 | Water, Air, Sunlight

求知若飢 虛心若愚

Steve Jobs說,你得找出你愛的 (You've got to find what you love.)。

今天,有榮幸來到各位從世界上最好的學校之一畢業的畢業典禮上。我從來沒從大學畢業。說實話,這是我離大學畢業最近的一刻。今天,我只說三個故事,不談大道理,三個故事就好。

第一個故事,是關於人生中的點點滴滴怎麼串連在一起。

我在里德學院(Reed college)待了六個月就辦休學了。到我退學前,一共休學了十八個月。 那麼,我為什麼休學?

這得從我出生前講起。我的親生母親當時是個研究生,年輕未婚媽媽,她決定讓別人收養我。她強烈覺得應該讓有大學畢業的人收養我,所以我出生時,她就準備讓我被一對律師夫婦收養。但是這對夫妻到了最後一刻反悔了,他們想收養女孩。所以在等待收養名單上的一對夫妻我的養父母,在一天半夜裡接到一通電話,問他們「有一名意外出生的男孩,你們要認養他嗎?」而他們的回答是「當然要」。後來,我的生母發現,我現在的媽媽從來沒有大學畢業,我現在的爸爸則連高中畢業也沒有。她拒絕在認養文件上做最後簽字。直到幾個月後,我的養父母同意將來一定會讓我上大學,她才軟化態度。

十七年後,我上大學了。但是當時我無知選了一所學費幾乎跟史丹佛一樣貴的大學,我那工人階級的父母所有積蓄都花在我的學費上。六個月後,我看不出唸這個書的價值何在。那時候,我不知道這輩子要幹什麼,也不知道唸大學能對我有什麼幫助,而且我為了唸這個書,花光了我父母這輩子的所有積蓄,所以我決定休學,相信船到橋頭自然直。當時這個決定看來相當可怕,可是現在看來,那是我這輩子做過最好的決定之一。當我休學之後,我再也不用上我沒興趣的必修課,把時間拿去聽那些我有興趣的課。

這一點也不浪漫。我沒有宿舍,所以我睡在友人家裡的地板上,靠著回收可樂空罐的五先令退費買吃的,每個星期天晚上得走七哩的路繞過大半個鎮去印度教的Hare Krishna神廟吃頓好料。我喜歡Hare Krishna神廟的好料。追尋我的好奇與直覺,我所駐足的大部分事物,後來看來都成了無價之寶。

舉例來說:當時里德學院有著大概是全國最好的書法指導。在整個校園內的每一張海報上,每個抽屜的標籤上,都是美麗的手寫字。因為我休學了,可以不照正常選課程序來,所以我跑去學書法。我學了serif與san serif字體,學到在不同字母組合間變更字間距,學到活版印刷偉大的地方。書法的美好、歷史感與藝術感是科學所無法捕捉的,我覺得那很迷人。

我沒預期過學的這些東西能在我生活中起些什麼實際作用,不過十年後,當我在設計第一台麥金塔時,我想起了當時所學的東西,所以把這些東西都設計進了麥金塔裡,這是第一台能印刷出漂亮東西的電腦。如果我沒沉溺於那樣一門課裡,麥金塔可能就不會有多重字體跟變間距字體了。又因為Windows抄襲了麥金塔的使用方式,如果當年我沒這樣做,大概世界上所有的個人電腦都不會有這些東西,印不出現在我們看到的漂亮的字來了。當然,當我還在大學裡時,不可能把這些點點滴滴預先串在一起,但是這在十年後回顧,就顯得非常清楚。我再說一次,你不能預先把點點滴滴串在一起;唯有未來回顧時,你才會明白那些點點滴滴是如何串在一起的。所以你得相信,你現在所體會的東西,將來多少會連接在一塊。你得信任某個東西,直覺也好,命運也好,生命也好,或者業力。這種作法從來沒讓我失望,也讓我的人生整個不同起來。

我的第二個故事,有關愛與失去。

我好運-年輕時就發現自己愛做什麼事。我二十歲時,跟Steve Wozniak在我爸媽的車庫裡開始了蘋果電腦的事業。我們拼命工作,蘋果電腦在十年間從一間車庫裡的兩個小夥子擴展成了一家員工超過四千人、市價二十億美金的公司,在那之前一年推出了我們最棒的作品-麥金塔,而我才剛邁入人生的第三十個年頭,然後被炒魷魚。要怎麼讓自己創辦的公司炒自己魷魚?好吧,當蘋果電腦成長後,我請了一個我以為他在經營公司上很有才幹的傢伙來,他在頭幾年也確實幹得不錯。可是我們對未來的願景不同,最後只好分道揚鑣,董事會站在他那邊,炒了我魷魚,公開把我請了出去。曾經是我整個成年生活重心的東西不見了,令我不知所措。

有幾個月,我實在不知道要幹什麼好。我覺得我令企業界的前輩們失望-我把他們交給我的接力棒弄丟了。我見了創辦HP的David Packard跟創辦Intel的Bob Noyce,跟他們說我很抱歉把事情搞砸得很厲害了。我成了公眾的非常負面示範,我甚至想要離開矽谷。但是漸漸的,我發現,我還是喜愛著我做過的事情,在蘋果的日子經歷的事件沒有絲毫改變我愛做的事。我被否定了,可是我還是愛做那些事情,所以我決定從頭來過。

當時我沒發現,但是現在看來,被蘋果電腦開除,是我所經歷過最好的事情。成功的沉重被從頭來過的輕鬆所取代,每件事情都不那麼確定,讓我自由進入這輩子最有創意的年代。

接下來五年,我開了一家叫做 NeXT的公司,又開一家叫做Pixar的公司,也跟後來的老婆談起了戀愛。Pixar接著製作了世界上第一部全電腦動畫電影,玩具總動員,現在是世界上最成功的動畫製作公司。然後,蘋果電腦買下了NeXT,我回到了蘋果,我們在NeXT發展的技術成了蘋果電腦後來復興的核心。我也有了個美妙的家庭。

我很確定,如果當年蘋果電腦沒開除我,就不會發生這些事情。這帖藥很苦口,可是我想蘋果電腦這個病人需要這帖藥。有時候,人生會用磚頭打你的頭。不要喪失信心。我確信,我愛我所做的事情,這就是這些年來讓我繼續走下去的唯一理由。你得找出你愛的,工作上是如此,對情人也是如此。你的工作將填滿你的一大塊人生,唯一獲得真正滿足的方法就是做你相信是偉大的工作,而唯一做偉大工作的方法是愛你所做的事。如果你還沒找到這些事,繼續找,別停頓。盡你全心全力,你知道你一定會找到。而且,如同任何偉大的關係,事情只會隨著時間愈來愈好。所以,在你找到之前,繼續找,別停頓。

我的第三個故事,關於死亡。

當我十七歲時,我讀到一則格言,好像是「把每一天都當成生命中的最後一天,你就會輕鬆自在。」這對我影響深遠,在過去33年裡,我每天早上都會照鏡子,自問:「如果今天是此生最後一日, 我今天要幹些什麼?」每當我連續太多天都得到一個「沒事做」的答案時,我就知道我必須有所變革了。

提醒自己快死了,是我在人生中下重大決定時,所用過最重要的工具。因為幾乎每件事-所有外界期望、所有名譽、所有對困窘或失敗的恐懼-在面對死亡時,都消失了,只有最重要的東西才會留下。提醒自己快死了,是我所知避免掉入自己有東西要失去了的陷阱裡最好的方法。人生不帶來,死不帶去,沒什麼道理不順心而為。

一年前,我被診斷出癌症。我在早上七點半作斷層掃描,在胰臟清楚出現一個腫瘤,我連胰臟是什麼都不知道。醫生告訴我,那幾乎可以確定是一種不治之症,我大概活不到三到六個月了。醫生建議我回家,好好跟親人們聚一聚,這是醫生對臨終病人的標準建議。那代表你得試著在幾個月內把你將來十年想跟小孩講的話講完。那代表你得把每件事情搞定,家人才會盡量輕鬆。那代表你得跟人說再見了。
我整天想著那個診斷結果,那天晚上做了一次切片,從喉嚨伸入一個內視鏡,從胃進腸子,插了根針進胰臟,取了一些腫瘤細胞出來。我打了鎮靜劑,不醒人事,但是我老婆在場。她後來跟我說,當醫生們用顯微鏡看過那些細胞後,他們都哭了,因為那是非常少見的一種胰臟癌,可以用手術治好。所以我接受了手術,康復了。

這是我最接近死亡的時候,我希望那會繼續是未來幾十年內最接近的一次。經歷此事後,我可以比之前死亡只是抽象概念時要更肯定告訴你們下面這些:

沒有人想死。即使那些想上天堂的人,也想活著上天堂。但是死亡是我們共有的目的地,沒有人逃得過。這是註定的,因為死亡簡直就是生命中最棒的發明,是生命變化的媒介,送走老人們,給新生代留下空間。現在你們是新生代,但是不久的將來,你們也會逐漸變老,被送出人生的舞台。抱歉講得這麼戲劇化,但是這是真的。

你們的時間有限,所以不要浪費時間活在別人的生活裡。不要被信條所惑-盲從信條就是活在別人思考結果裡。不要讓別人的意見淹沒了你內在的心聲。最重要的,擁有跟隨內心與直覺的勇氣,你的內心與直覺多少已經知道你真正想要成為什麼樣的人。任何其他事物都是次要的。

在我年輕時,有本神奇的雜誌叫做 Whole Earth Catalog,當年我們很迷這本雜誌。那是一位住在離這不遠的Menlo Park的Stewart Brand發行的,他把雜誌辦得很有詩意。那是1960年代末期,個人電腦跟桌上出版還沒發明,所有內容都是打字機、剪刀跟拍立得相機做出來的。雜誌內容有點像印在紙上的Google,在Google出現之前35年就有了:理想化,充滿新奇工具與神奇的註記。

Stewart跟他的出版團隊出了好幾期Whole Earth Catalog,然後出了停刊號。當時是1970年代中期,我正是你們現在這個年齡的時候。在停刊號的封底,有張早晨鄉間小路的照片,那種你去爬山時會經過的鄉間小路。在照片下有行小字:求知若飢,虛心若愚。

那是他們親筆寫下的告別訊息,我總是以此自許。當你們畢業,展開新生活,我也以此期許你們。

求知若飢,虛心若愚。

非常謝謝大家。

           ----------------Steve Jobs 史丹佛大學畢業演講
           

          轉貼自:http://bbs.8898.com.cn/259/ShowPost.aspx
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# by bejazzman | 2005-09-21 09:48 | Soliloquy

ドラゴン桜



ドラゴン桜
製作:MMJ、TBS
演出:塚本連平、唐木希浩、小松隆志
原作:三田紀房 『ドラゴン桜』
脚本:秦建日子
音楽:仲西 匡
Cast:桵木建二/阿部寬 井野真真子/長谷川 京子 矢島勇介/山下智久 水野直美/長澤 まさみ(長澤 雅美) 奧野一部/中尾 明慶 緒方英喜/小池 徹平 香坂よしの/新垣結衣 小林麻紀/サエコ 龍野百合子/野際陽子

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七月中開始,Slow Dance開始上演,由於是妻木夫聰演的,加上深津繪理也有演出,預告片也拍得不錯,原本是最注意這部日劇的。當時也是有注意到 『龍櫻』,但是光看名字是『龍櫻』,總覺得好像沒有很好看,不過還是看了第一集。結果,意外地好看!

這部日劇是以老師以及學生作為題材,這類型的日劇,就屬前陣子在播出完畢的『極道鮮師』系列,以及由漫畫改編的GTO,這兩部最廣為人知。『龍櫻』,將焦點放在「要過什麼樣的人生,由自己來決定」,雖然是有部份與「極道鮮師」「GTO」重疊,但是表達的方法就差很多了,其中的趣味就待看官們去品味了。

(山下先生在官方網站居然沒有照片)

男主角 阿部寬先生,我是從「圈套」跟「甜心小廚師」裡認識他的,他的臉一開始給我的印象,並不太吸引我,不過看到現在,我還蠻喜歡他演出的感覺。在龍櫻裡多數時間都是扮黑臉的角色,但是有幾個橋段在演出「不留痕跡的關心」這種心情時,演得特別好,尤其是最後一集「內心在痛哭」的那段,真的是演得不錯。

第一女配角 長谷川京子小姐,從「愛相隨」開始看到她,就感覺不太討喜,後來的「甜蜜俏佳人」我更是連看都不想看,但是她在這部日劇的演出,使得我對她大加分,從原本的負分到現在整個有小好感。

第二女配角則是女神No.1 長澤雅美小姐演出,從「在世界中心 呼喊愛情」到現在這部日劇,都是演一個女高中生,總覺得她還蠻適合演高中生的,畢竟實際上年紀大概就是這個年紀,不過在龍櫻裡,她好像變得有肉一點,很好,還是很喜歡,女神位置依究不變。很期待她能演出女主角阿。加油,長澤小姐。

第一男配角 山下智久,我只看過「午餐女王」的他,那時對他的感覺還不賴,這部片演出的角色,則更為吃重,由他來演出 矢島 這個角色,算是蠻合適的。



另外 中尾明慶(憨憨的角色,大智若愚最佳代言人)、小池徹平(臉非常非常討喜,戲裡個性我喜歡)、新垣結衣(初看以為是109辣妹,戲越到後面越另人喜歡)、サエコ(戲裡的演出另我非常中意,尤其是表情部份,讓這個角色很有味道),這四位年輕人的演出,以及長相都不錯,很想跟他們交朋友,加上四位有趣的老師,以及老婆婆 野際陽子,實在是太好看啦。如果有人問我:「你最推薦的日劇是哪部?」在我還沒看到比這部更另我喜歡的日劇之前,我都會推薦「龍櫻」吧~


今天看完了最後一集,心情算是感動多於失落。畢竟以劇裡的結局來說,我還蠻可以接受的,而且不是下強藥的那種感動,而是在每一集的觀看之中,與劇裡角色所建立起來的那種感覺。失落的原因,當然就是沒得看了,好想在繼續看下去的一部輕鬆日劇。

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10/14號,日本會推出 特別編 的樣子,非常的期待

官方網站:http://www.tbs.co.jp/dragonzakura/

女神官方網站:http://www.toho-talent.com/masami/index.html (有點簡陋,真想看得懂日文)

Chart

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# by bejazzman | 2005-09-19 00:15 | Drama

Love



Movie:il Mare (2000)
Director:李鉉升(Lee Hyun-Seung)
Writing:金銀貞、金美英
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Cast
李政宰(Lee Jung-jae) …..韓成賢
全智賢(Jeon Ji-hyun) …….恩澍(Eun-joo)
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My Appreciation:8.5/10
IMDB User Rating:8.1/10
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1997年男主角搬進海邊之屋「il mare」,卻收到一封寄自1999年的署名恩澍的信件,原本還以為是惡作劇,卻漸漸發現信箱連結了兩個不同的時空,使得這對「il mare」前後的房客,展開一段愛情故事。

前陣子看了「いま、会いにゆきます」後,突然想起幾年前看的這部il mare,都是穿越時空的愛情故事。相隔兩年的人物可以談起戀愛,就好比曾聽過一說法是,人是獨立活在每個不同的時空的。小叮噹裡也有這個劇情,是大雄飛到一個類似地球的行星,那邊也有一個大雄在過自己的生活的故事。有趣的是,這部片當男主角開始想見女主角一面時,找的是女主角兩年前的生活,而女主角則可以告訴男主角兩年後的事,這點我非常喜歡。但就劇情來說的話,我覺得是很輕鬆的,感動程度倒是沒有「いま、会いにゆきます」那麼高,不過最後的結局實在是太令人心碎,令人落淚。



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關於導演:
李鉉升說:『我還記得我和電影的初戀,我還記得每一部影片喚醒我內心的感情。這就是我完成《觸不到的戀人》 的方法,我將我內心中原以為已喪失的純真喚醒,這就像是回到了我的初戀。』
李鉉升對每一格影片的剪接,要將每個美麗的影像灌入最大的心血,並且以一種全新開發的影片沖洗技術被引進《觸不到的戀人》,這種複雜的沖洗負片方式,產生了飽和和明亮的影像,是製片全新大膽的嚐試,美麗的《觸不到的戀人》是每一次拍攝後苦心製作的成果。http://www.rex-tang.idv.tw/images/photos/rex_diary/20020723/urlsave/index1.htm






Movie:いま、会いにゆきます(2005)
Director:土井裕泰
Original:市川拓司
Writing:岡田惠和
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Cast
竹內結子 ….秋穗 澪
中村獅童 ….秋穗 巧
武井 証 …..秋穗 佑司
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My Appreciation:9/10
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既然遇見了你們,
我就無法帶著這份回憶去過另一種人生。
我就讓我和你的孩子降臨在這個世界,
然後帶著這些幸福時光的回憶,笑著離開。
所以現在,我下定了決心,
笑著,去見你

美麗動人的澪(竹內結子飾),可愛聰穎的六歲兒子佑司(武井証飾),以及自認一無是處,但卻懂得努力讓妻兒感覺幸福的巧(中村獅童飾),這三個人原本共組了一個美滿家庭。然而,在佑司五歲時,澪不幸因病過世,留下了巧和佑司相依為命。臨終時,澪囑咐佑司,要繼續努力生活,好好照顧孩子,她會回來確認的。沒想到就在一年以後的梅雨季節,澪真的回來了……

當初看到在博客來看到書的簡介是如此,就蠻有興趣的。後來聽到是由我女神排行榜第二名的竹內結子要演出這部戲時,就成為我必看電影之一。預見未來的想法,雖然不是原創的,不過要將它鋪陳為一個另人感動的愛情故事,則就需要好好的去構思了,不禁讚嘆原著作者的功力。

這部片最令我感動的點在於「即使再來一遍,我也會選擇這樣的人生,這樣的命運」,雖然整部片必沒有下什麼催淚猛藥,但是看完後,就是感動阿,幾個橋段特別喜歡,澪預訂佑司18歲蛋糕、澪要離開的時候,巧匆匆忙忙地跑回去的畫面(這邊大感動),澪約巧喝咖啡的那個場景等等,太多啦~~~。多餘的地方,幾乎沒有,很流暢、很溫暖。

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導演土井裕泰,來頭整個不小,這是他第一次拍的電影,但是他確是執導過多部日劇的重量級導演,美麗人生、Good Luck、Orange Days、魔女的條件、青鳥等十多部日劇,以上這些日劇看過幾部(Orange Days,Good Luck,魔女的條件),都是蠻好看的,特別是Orange Days,在大四的時間點來看,格外有味道。這次的電影又讓我對導演加分~

最令我心碎的部份:戲拍完後,戲外,我的女神No.2 竹內結子居然跟 男主角 中村桑 ,整個假戲真做,甚至結婚。我心都碎了,希望竹內能幸福。

いま、会いにゆきます,也拍成日劇。佑司依然是由武井証演出,他果然適合這個角色。而小日向文世 演起醫生的角色,也格外的適合,看到醫生是他演的,不禁笑了一下。
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# by bejazzman | 2005-09-17 02:26 | Iceberg of Life

很好

終於不用在用小喇叭聽音樂了

把床頭音響 跟 電腦 接在一起

高興
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# by bejazzman | 2005-09-08 22:41 | Soliloquy

George Benson - In your eyes

George Benson - In your eyes

I THINK I FINALLY KNOW YOU
I CAN SEE BEYOND YOUR SMILE
I THINK THAT I CAN SHOW YOU
THAT WHAT WE HAVE IS STILL WORTHWHILE
DON'T YOU KNOW THAT LOVE'S JUST LIKE THE THREAD
THAT KEEPS UNRAVELLING BUT THEN
IT TIES US BACK TOGETHER IN THE END


IN YOUR EYES, I CAN SEE MY DREAM'S REFLECTIONS
IN YOUR EYES, FOUND THE ANSWERS TO MY QUESTIONS
IN YOUR EYES, I CAN SEE THE REASONS WHY OUR LOVE'S ALIVE
IN YOUR EYES, WE'RE DRIFTING SAFELY BACK TO SHOREAND I THINK I'VE FINALLY LEARNED TO LOVE YOU MORE


YOU WARNED ME THAT LIFE CHANGE
STHAT NO ONE REALLY KNOWS
WHETHER TIME WOULD MAKE US STRANGERS
OR WHETHER TIME WOULD MAKE US GROW
EVEN THOUGH THE WINDS OF TIME WILL CHANGE
IN A WORLD WHERE NOTHING STAYS THE SAME
THROUGH IT ALL OUR LOVE WILL STILL REMAIN


IN YOUR EYES, I CAN SEE THE REASONS WHY OUR LOVE'S ALIVE
IN YOUR EYES, WE'RE DRIFTING SAFELY BACK TO SHOREAND I THINK I'VE FINALLY LEARNED TO LOVE YOU MORE
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# by bejazzman | 2005-09-05 10:19 | 我所感動的

Smooth Jazz

最近迷上 Smooth Jazz

聽了Norman Brown , Russ Freeman , Earl Klugh , George Benson的音樂

其中 Russ Freeman 的 Project 這張專輯的第一首歌 更是好聽到升天

大概是繼Wonderland In The Sky 之後 又被大大感動的一次

這些人 怎麼彈怎麼好聽

我也要向前邁前 Octave~
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# by bejazzman | 2005-09-03 01:38 | Water, Air, Sunlight

就這樣

一路向前吧~
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# by bejazzman | 2005-08-30 03:29 | Water, Air, Sunlight

Be Jazz Man

紮實的演出每一樂句,應該是每一個Jazz player的座右銘。

時時題醒自己~
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# by bejazzman | 2005-08-29 01:39 | Water, Air, Sunlight

從天而降的億萬顆星星

後悔 是令人悲傷的東西

就算會受到傷害 也要對自己誠實
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# by bejazzman | 2005-08-25 01:55 | Soliloquy

2:05

持續的關心一個人 到底可以到什麼地步

一個在本質上和你不相同的人

你是要傾盡全身的力氣來了解她 還是將她忽略當下

我正處於一個關頭 不知如何決定
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# by bejazzman | 2005-05-04 02:03 | Soliloquy

我心中尚未崩壞的部份 II

枝里子突然說:你真是個怪人,從去你公司第一次見到你的那一刻就覺得你與眾不同。

我說:那一定是錯覺,妳會這麼想一定是妳每天都過得太單調、枯燥了,稍稍感覺有些轉變,就很容易相信那種錯覺。

據我對妳的觀察,妳現在的這個工作完全不適合妳。

枝里子露出訝異的表情說:我想知道你為什麼這樣想,我還是第一次被別人這樣說。

我說:我只是這麼覺得,理由妳自己應該最清楚。

接著我又說:「為什麼」這個詞是很失禮的,所以請不要在我的面前使用。

我說:「不管對方是誰,如果對別人的話有疑問,為什麼不先在自己腦袋裡想想別人為什麼這樣說,如果真的怎麼想都想不通才開口問『為什麼』,這樣才對。就算這樣,還是應該隔幾天之後先提出自己的推論,再觀察對方的反應。如果妳能花點心思這樣做,就會理解大部分的事情其實都沒有反問的意思與必要。妳已經是大人了,這世界不會永遠都是學校,因為不是每個人都是妳的老師。」
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# by bejazzman | 2005-05-03 12:48 | 三日不讀書 面目可憎

我心中尚未崩壞的部份 I

這麼說來的確曾接過枝里子的信,後來聽她說是從我的同事那裡問到住址的。

「妳等了多久?」我問她。

枝里子看看手錶說:「九點之前到的,大概等了一個小時。」我也看了下手錶,十點了。

「打個電話給我不就好了。」

「因為我是臨時起意的。」

被她這麼坦然的態度岔開了話題,我也失去了責怪她突然來訪的心情,而且甚至覺得很抱歉,讓她在這陰冷黑暗的地方枯等了一個小時。
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# by bejazzman | 2005-05-02 10:19 | 三日不讀書 面目可憎

A Tribute to DIMEBAG DARRELL III

Scott Ian - ANTHRAX
"I am devastated as I'm sure we all are. All I can convey at this moment are my condolences to Rita and Vinnie and the whole family. My heart is with you." =====================================================
Dave Mustaine - MEGADETH
"There is nothing unique or clever to this post, and what I want to say has no doubt already been said throughout the metal community, by countless others whom were more closer to Darrell than me by now. However, knowing he was murdered tonight, I wish to thank and remember Darrell for his amazing life and the gift that he shared with me and so many other fortunates. I pray for Darrell's family and friends; specifically for their healing, their peace, and their understanding of this tragedy in this time of need. I send my deepest heartfelt condolences to the Abbott family, to Darrell's friends, and to the fantastic PANTERA and DAMAGEPLAN fans around the world. We must never forget his life, and his gifts, his genius, his terrific personality, and the legacy he left behind to remember him by. Darrell, I will see you in heaven and I, like so many more, love you brother. You will be missed." =====================================================
Mantas - VENOM
"A sad day for the world of Heavy Metal. A great talent taken by a senseless and unnecessary event. Although I never met the guy, I was always a fan of his music and of him as a guitarist, and the world of Heavy Metal guitar will mourn his loss. My thoughts go out to his family and friends at this tragic time. Rest in peace, dude." =====================================================
Nikki Sixx - MÖTLEY CRÜE
"Dime, I will never forget all the times you made us laugh. I'm so happy we got to spend the day together in London recently & We should all live our lives as full as you have. I will miss you, as will all of us... This is a sad day." =====================================================
Rich Ward - FOZZY, STUCK MOJO
"Darrell was as nice as they come. During the times that I spent with him, I wondered why he played in such a heavy band. Not that he didn't have the ability to school all of us that dared to share a stage with him, but because he seemed like such a gentle and kind man. He had a great sense of humor and was someone that everyone in the room gravitated toward. He never carried himself like the big rock star that he really was, instead he came across humble and appreciative. I consider it a privilege to have known him, as he was one of the 'real' guys in the business and as Zakk Wylde would say, 'one of the boys'!" =====================================================
Shaun Glass - SOIL
"Today I am saddened to say I lost my friend and hero it sickens me that someone would take away a person that brought so much joy to so many people. Love ya, Double D." =====================================================
Jon Dette - ex-SLAYER, TESTAMENT
"My brother just called to tell me that Dimebag Darrell was shot and killed on stage tonight. Words cannot express the sadness I'm feeling right now and my condolences go out to Vinnie Paul and the Abbott family for their loss. This is a huge tragedy for the music world." =====================================================
Lars Ulrich - Metallica
This is unbelievable. To sit here and talk about Darrell in the past tense seems so wrong, so unfair, so unjust, I don't even know what to say. My heart goes out to Vinnie, to their families, to the other band members, and to the families and friends of the other people that were killed or injured, in this fucking senseless act of selfishness and stupidity.In 1985 I was fortunate enough to meet both Darrell and his brother in Dallas on tour. The first thing me and my friend did as soon as that tour was over, was to head straight back to Dallas and hang out with Darrell and Vinnie for a long time, cuz they were the coolest muther fuckers that we had met after criss-crossing the states for three months. That was the beginning of a friendship that was anchored in love, respect, fun, outrageousness, music, booze, sweat, late nights, early mornings, hangovers, headaches, pounding eardrums, sore bodies... the list goes on.There's a tendency in these fucked up moments to use the word "I" a lot and focus on one's own feelings of pity and shock... so instead let it just be known that thru these eyes Darrell was incredibly warm, open, fun, nutty, forthcoming, talented, embracing, unpretentious, accommodating and he always had a very attractive innocence about him that obviously made him never threatening and always welcoming.Darrell and his brother were the cornerstone of musical adventures that were always groundbreaking, pushing boundaries, challenging to themselves and to their fans, respected by their peers and always true musicians' musicians, and today the rock world is worse off because of this untimely and senseless waste.Much love and respect and thanks for letting me be a small part of your life and I know you are already having fun and throwing it down with Bon Scott, Keith Moon, John Bonham, Jimi, Cliff B., and the rest of the musicians and troublemakers that you are hanging with so prematurely. Former Dallas Stars defenseman Craig Ludwig(the Abbott brothers) "weren't just hockey fans, they were friends of the entire team." He added "'Dime' will be missed very much." =====================================================
Charlie Benante - Anthrax
Dime was special, those who knew him would attest to that.... My heart goes out to Vinnie and Rita as well as the others who were injured.Go play your PANTERA CDs or your Damage Plan CD.Remember him for his music and his guitar playing, he was the best!I love you Bro', I'll miss your face.Give him a double.whewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwcryin' and sobbin' - CB (ANTHRAX)
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Taylor - Slipknot
"I lost a really good friend on my 31st birthday. Dimebag was the kind of guy you could hang out with for 2 seconds and feel like you knew him your whole life. He made you laugh, made you drink, but most of all made you feel special. I'm really really going to miss him, but the one thing we will always have is his music." =====================================================
Mark Hunter - Chimaira
"I don't know a single person who didn't love the music Dime created. I am so thankful for the all of the music he gave us and I am truly upset about this. I immediately broke into tears when I heard the confirmation. Dime's music gave me so much to live for when I was younger and he truly changed the face of metal with his unique style of guitar playing. There isn't a metal band I know that hasn't borrowed a riff or three from him. My heart goes out to the Abbot family, their friends and all of the fans who had to witness this tragedy in Columbus." =====================================================
Howard Jones - Killswitch Engage
"This is insane and this is beyond travesty. This is beyond anything I've ever heard. This shouldn't happen in or outside of the rock and metal community. He will be missed and mourned as a person, as a musician, and as a friend." =====================================================
Matt Heafy - Trivium
"Dimebag was one of the most influential musicians in our time. Dime was a legend who really made the world seem that much better. He was a man who helped inspire countless numbers of players, fans, and people in general, including me. It's a terrifying feeling that now at concerts, at the place that we seek our release from the everyday world we want to escape from, our heroes are being murdered. My heart goes out to the Abbott family: Dimebag Darrell Abbott was a man of legendary and heroic status, but before all that, Darrell was and always will be a brother and a son we all mourn today." =====================================================
Clown - Slipknot
"It's just upsetting how the world is - the need and the necessity to override the value of life. From my whole (SLIPKNOT) family, I would like to tell . . . Vinnie and everyone else how sorry we are." =====================================================Machine Head
"Machine Head are devastated by the horrific news. Our deepest sympathy and condolences to the Abbott family, Damageplan and former members of Pantera. Our thoughts are with you all." =====================================================
Max Cavalera - Soulfly
"Music has lost one of the greatest players and a friend and brother in metal. We toured together many times as a matter of fact and Darrell "Dime" and his brother came to our show in Texas. Today I feel empty, like there's nothing we can do to bring him back. All I can do is pray that Darrell is in a better place." =====================================================
Paul Grey - Slipknot
"He will truly be missed. Dime was one of the first people to show Slipknot respect as a band and that meant so much because we all looked up to him. I remember all the good times I was able to spend with him over the years from tearing it up at the Ritz Carlton playing our version of WWF wrestling with Joey (Jordison) and Bobby Tongs to getting drunk with the outlaw at noon. He was there for me when I was going through struggles and problems in my life, always willing to listen and give me good advice. He was a good friend and I will miss him greatly. My condolences go out to Vinnie, Rita and the entire Abbott Family." =====================================================
Trevor Peres - Obituary
"I can't believe that this happened to Darrell. One could never imagine something like this happening at a metal concert. Out of all of the 'rock stars' that I know, he is the last person that deserved that. What a great guitarist and what a 'ham' he was. I am completely devastated. I am at loss of words." Life Of Agony"Today is a sad day for music. Life Of Agony are extremely distraught over last night's insane tragedy which took the life of Damageplan's Dimebag Darrell. The band's hearts go out to the Abbott family as well as the entire Damageplan camp. Dime, you will never be forgotten. We are all just speechless over here." =====================================================
Sepultura
"Dimebag was an excellent musician and a good friend, a fucking great partner in memorable tours. We'll miss him very much. Our condolences to the Abbott family." =====================================================
Jonny Santos - Spineshank
"Dimebag was to me probably the most influencial guitar player of metal since I knew what metal was. I can remember Tommy and I going to every Pantera show that came to town and even sneaking into one at the Paladium years ago by climbing up the side of the building. It saddens me to think that something like this could happen to somebody who did nothing but give to the people of this community. Even after Pantera he continued to bless us with his unique style of playing. His music will live on forever, and may he rest in eternal peace. My respect and condolances go out to Vinnie and his family, the rest of the band & crew, and the families of those who lost someone in this tragic event .You will be missed but not forgotten." =====================================================
Meegs - Pinata/Coal Chamber
"I would just like to take this moment to expess my sorrow to all the people that passed away last night. I know Dime was a great influence to alot of people, including myself. He will be missed deeply. I can personally say I had some of the best times touring with Pantera. Music is something that should be shared with all. We never stop to realize how powerful it can be. Dime, thanks for all the fun times we had! This drink's for you! R.I.P." =====================================================
Dave Mustaine - Megadeth
I knew him by wanting to play with him. We had Pantera open for Megadeth in the U.S. and in Europe. When you get to the level of guitar playing that I'm at and that he was at, the air is pretty thin up there . . . Darrell was a really gentle spirit and pretty easygoing guy. Society is looking at this and saying, "This is heavy metal." That's not heavy metal, that's a random act.. =====================================================
Zakk Wylde - Ozzy Osbourne
He was beyond beautiful. When he'd walk in the room, he'd light it up. Fuck the guitar playing -- he's right up there with Eddie and Randy and Hendrix. All he wanted to do was make everyone happy. He was the ray of sunshine. Dime will never die ever -- he's in my veins. He's sitting at God's tavern, having a cold one with Randy Rhoads and Hendrix. Dime was an original.
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Jonathan Davis - Korn
In the Eighties, honestly, I was more into dance music, New Romantic music like Depeche Mode. Vulgar Display of Power totally opened my eyes to a more traditional kind of metal. That made me go, "I want to be in a band like this. This is the shit." I really became a huge fan of Pantera, especially with what Darrell did. I'll never forget that trademark fucking flying "V" guitar of his and his crazy, dyed fucking goatee and insane, undeniable riffs that he wrote that have been copied I don't know how many fucking times. He was one of the last great, traditional metal guitarists of our day. He was just a legend. It seems like all the great guitar players get taken early. I remember when Fieldy took me my first Pantera concert, back in ྘, ྙ. We both started breaking out crying because it was so fucking insane, so intense. You just get goose bumps, how badass that shit is . . . I feel numb that that shit can even happen. The metal community is such a tight community, everyone is just feeling it. I feel so fucking bad for his brother because those two were inseparable. I could tell Darrell was so full of fucking life and such a cool guy -- he was just the life of the party. He knew how to live life to its fullest, took everything in excess and just made life bigger than it is. The guy was so fucking cool.
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Geezer Butler
Dimebag- one of the nicest blokes I have met on the road, one of the greatest musicians to grace our world. Senselessly taken from us by yet another act of gun violence. Rest in peace- thanks for the music and the man." =====================================================
Doug Sabolick - A Life Once LostA sad fucking day for sure, some miserable 20 something fuck killed a legend. A man who inspired so many to rip and thrash. Pantera was and still is my favorite group and Dimebag was the one who inspired me the pick up the axe , the bottle and the joint and just fucking RIP! I remember being 13 years old and just blasting "Far Beyond Driven" all day long. Darrell was who I looked up to, someone who did things on his own terms and still succeeded! =====================================================
Phil Labonte - All That RemainsI don't know what to say the whole band is shocked our thoughts and prayers go out to everyone!" =====================================================Cory Brandon - Norma Jean
I think it's insane and scary and most of all sad that this had to happen. how lame. hearing about this sort of stuff pretty much pisses me off! Metal will miss that dude for sure. I liked him. RIP "cowboy from hell." =====================================================Dan Jacobs - Atreyu
It's a sad day when being such a good guitar player can get you killed. Metal will never be the same. =====================================================
Trevor - UNEARTH
This is a sad day for Heavy Metal, Rock'n'roll and for all his family, friends and legion of fans around the world. Dimebag Darrell was one of the nicest and most genuine human beings all of us in Unearth have ever met. His presence, music and most of all his friendship will be dearly missed. Dime loved life, cared about people and was a true rock icon. Everything about him was admirable.Our thoughts and hearts go out to his family and friends."
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Ed Conroy - Full Blown Chaos
That's a idol and a legend gone for no reason. There is no reason for something like this to happen and it's frightening to think if this could happen in the future if ,say, some crazed fan jumps on stage and does something like that at a full blown show. With Darrell, man, it's just a waste of talent. People all over are just bummed out about it. Whether he was a friend or not, his influence can be heard all around music now. =====================================================
Mark Morton - Lamb of God
Dime's music was a huge influence on me personally and on Lamb of God as a whole. as a guitar player he was a true inovator. his sound tone and style shapped modern metal and his riffs are constantly referenced by nearly every band in metal including my own. only recently did i have the pleasure of hanging out with him on a personal level and he was as genuine and down to earth as anyone you would ever meet. this is a huge loss to the music world." =====================================================
Bobby C. - A Life Once LostNot only was Dime progressive musician, his image and style of playing changed the face of metal to this day...Light one up in his memory."
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# by bejazzman | 2005-04-21 03:50 | Water, Air, Sunlight

A Tribute to DIMEBAG DARRELL II

Windstein - CROWBAR
This whole thing is very disturbing.First, I'd like to give my deepest heartfelt sympathy to Vinnie, Rita, all Dime's bandmates, and all of his family and friends throughout the world.Second, I'd like to thank Dime for all the joy he's brought to my life both through his music, and through his friendship over the years.I can honestly say that hanging out with Dime was some of the funnest times of my life. I really looked up to him as a person, and, of course, as a guitar hero. It's not very often that you get to jam with one of your musical inspirations on his back porch.I feel really fortunate to have been able to know him as a person, to tour with PANTERA, to sit there with him and watch him do what very few can do on a guitar.This whole thing is just horrible.My sincerest thoughts and prayers go out to him and all of his loved ones."hanks for all you've brought to my life, Dime. Love you, bro. =====================================================
Fallon Bowman - KITTIE
I would like to extend my condolences to the Abbott family at this difficult time."PANTERA, and especially Dimebag, made sure I had tons o' fun on the Ozzfest tour so I owe them a lot. Not only that, he was just a down-to-earth, nice person."It's a sad day for music. I'm sure this weekend everyone will do one shot of Jack Daniel's in his honour."RIP, Dime." =====================================================
Kyle Thomas - EXHORDER
Above all, I want to send out condolences to Vinnie and his family. Also to Rita, as well as Philip and Rex, all of my friends in the Dallas/Ft. Worth area and the New Orleans friends Darrell had. Condolences also to the world of heavy metal. You lost an innovator, a warrior, and a metal god."We'll meet again..." Jimmy BowerThe fact is, and what's really important, is that Darrell was a beautiful person. We lost a great guy who did a lot for a lot of people. What happened was incredibly ignorant to say the least. He extended himself to me time and time again. The guy MADE me stay at his house anytime a tour I was on stopped in Texas. My extreme condolences go out to Vinnie, the Abbott family, Damageplan, and the fans. Ted NugentIt was horrible. Darrell was a big fan of mine. He expressed that every time we ever saw each other," said the Nuge, who fondly recalled that PANTERA performed his "Journey to the Center of the Mind" and "Cat Scratch Fever" the last time they played Detroit."It's tragic on two dynamic levels," Nugent, an outspoken advocate of sensible gun ownership, added. "Once again, innocence is destroyed, and it's Americans destroying other Americans. This conduct runs wild in this country ... It's not the Taliban doing it. It's Americans." Mike Mushok - STAINDI can't believe the news I got last night. Jon called me telling me that Dimebag was shot at a club while they were performing. I couldn't believe it then and I still can't. On behalf of myself and the band I'd like to send our deepest sympathy to Dime's family. What a loss."I was lucky enough to be able to hang with Dime on a few occasions and he was a man that loved life and lived it to the fullest. He was an incredible guitar player / musician / human being - a legend who will live on in the awesome music that he made."Pour yourself a shot of crown, add a splash of coke and raise your glass in Dime's memory. You'll be missed." =====================================================
Lemmy - MOTORHEAD
"To Vinnie & all concerned: Man, I am so fuckin sorry. You know I loved Dimebag and I'm about as sorry as you can get. Glad you're OK though. If there's anything you need help with, you got my number somewhere, OK."Thinking of you."
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Phil Campbell - MOTORHEAD"
I'm so sorry, we'll dedicate the set to Dimebag tonight."
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Mikkey Dee - MOTORHEAD
"My deepest sympathy to everyone affected by this tragedy Marty Friedman - MEGADETHI knew Darrell from months of touring together. He was a great guitar player, actually much better than was probably necessary to play the kind of music he was playing. Although his image was a wild partying maniac, his playing always was full of class and finesse. As a fellow guitar player, KISS fanatic and basic rock dude just tryin' to make music, I'm sad and shocked by this."Why is it so easy for any lunatic to get his hands on a gun??"RIP, Dime, you will be missed. =====================================================
Wes Borland - LIMP BIZCUT
We were playing a show in Texas a few years ago and I saw this sweaty, super long-haired, big-bearded, Dimebag Darrell-looking guy come over the barricade right in front of me. 'Holy crap,' I thought, "That IS Dimebag Darrell!!!' I had only met him once before, but I had grown up on PANTERA and was a little star-struck by his presence. He was smiling and looking up at me and jamming out to whatever song we were playing at the moment. The security in the barricade were getting ready to shoo him out from in front of the stage with everyone else, but I stopped them from ushering him out and I stopped playing guitar and I shook his hand. He hung out right in front of me for about four more songs. I couldn't believe it. He was a hero to so many of us. I'm glad I got to have that moment with him. I'll never forget it CORROSION OF CONFORMITY guitarist/vocalist Pepper Keenan and producer John Custer"It's tragic, a shame," Keenan said Thursday. "I've known Darrell for years and years. He was a big fan of COC, we toured Australia together with PANTERA. It's just a shame.""He was one of the defining guitarists of his generation," Custer said. "He was like Eddie Van Halen or Randy Rhoads or Stevie Ray Vaughan, about seven cuts above everybody else. Anybody who puts in the amount of time and devotion to get that good is not ... out there just to mess around with music for a little while before going on to something else. He was a devoted musician and one of the most influential guitarists to come out of that whole decade. And he made records that helped people get through their year. He'll be remembered as one of the best."Thursday afternoon, CORROSION OF CONFORMITY was gathering at the studio again. But Custer did not think they'd get much work done right away."It's hard to get excited about cutting guitar tracks right now," Custer said. "There will definitely be a shroud over things for a while." This is just awful." =====================================================
Mike Portnoy - DREAM THEATER
Dime was an incredible talent who I've admired since the beginning when we had both just signed to Atco Records. It's been many years since I've hung with him or any of the PANTERA guys - but my memories with him and the guys were always of great fun and filled with crazy drunken insanity.He lived each and everyday to the fullest. In fact, I never could believe how he could even function (both on and off stage) with the way he partied and lived life. I feel so sorry for Vinnie and the rest of the band and family.Words really cannot describe the heartache I've had all day.This is as tragic and unbelievable as Lennon getting killed.But this hits home even closer because he was ONE OF US. =====================================================
ROB ZOMBIE
"I don't know exactly what to write concerning the death of Darrell. This is beyond shocking and horrible. I still can't believe it is true. I got the call from my manager Andy Gould, who, along with Walter O'Brien, used to manage PANTERA and WHITE ZOMBIE."During the early ninties WHITE ZOMBIE and PANTERA were constant touring partners and I had the pleasure of watching Darrell perform with PANTERA easily over a hundred times. For those of you who never saw him, he was without a doubt the most dynamic guitartist on the face of the planet. He was truly one of a kind. A legend."Off stage, he was a cool, down-to-earth guy with the most bizarre sense of humor ever, half the time I didn't even understand what the hell he was saying. He spoke a language all his own - Dimespeak."The last time I saw Darrell was with his brother Vinnie standing in the crowd rocking out at a METALLICA show. I never got a chance to see his new band, but I'm sure he was as amazing as always."No one can replace a giant talent like Darrell, he will be missed."My heart goes out to Phil, Rex and especially Vinnie."
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OZZY OSBOURNE
"Dimebag was a dear friend of mine," Ozzy Osbourne said. "I'm absolutely beside myself with grief... Pantera toured with me many, many times. I'll always remember the signed guitar that he gave me at my 50th birthday party. My heart goes out to Dime's family, his fans and the other innocent victims who were killed in this senseless tragedy. It's just terribly, terribly sad." Rob "Blasko" Nicholson (OZZY OSBOURNE)"I'm speechless. This is totally unreal. Dimebag is a fucking legend and this is total bullshit." =====================================================
Wayne Static - STATIC-X
It's taken me several days to gather my thoughts so I could make some sort of statement about Dime. This whole thing is so surreal.PANTERA changed my life as a musician. Dime has always been my absolute favorite guitarist ever.
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STATIC-X did two tours with PANTERA and they were the most memorable tours of my career. Recently I've been very excited that Dime and Vinnie have carried on with DAMAGEPLAN, and I was looking forward to hearing many more great albums from them in the future.The last show STATIC-X played before entering the recording studio was with DAMAGEPLAN in Florida. After the show, Dime and I, along with his awesome wife Rita, hung out all night and did plenty of drinking.I feel very fortunate to have had the opportunity to get to know Dime, along with his bandmates Vinnie, Patrick, and Bobzilla. DAMAGEPLAN, their crew, and their friends are some of the best people I ve ever met. Dime had a huge heart and a pure honesty that made him very cool and unique. He will be missed by everyone."
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Howard Jones - KILLSWITCH ENGAGE
"This is insane and this is beyond travesty. This is beyond anything I've ever heard. This shouldn't happen in or outside of the rock and metal community. He will be missed and mourned as a person, as a musician, and as a friend."
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# by bejazzman | 2005-04-21 03:43 | Water, Air, Sunlight

A Tribute to DIMEBAG DARRELL I

My Tribute is as the same as Lars Ulrich - Metallica,Trevor Peres - Obituary
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Statement from Atlantic RecordsDecember 9, 2004We are shocked and saddened by last night's horrible and senseless shootings. This is a tragic day for the music community, and our thoughts and prayers go out to the victims, their families, and the surviving members of Damageplan and their crew. Dimebag Darrell was an exceptional musician and an extraordinary person. Along with his brother and bandmate, Vinnie Paul, he was a member of the Elektra/Atlantic family for the past 14 years, and he will be deeply missed. The bravery displayed by Damageplan, their crew, their fans, and the local police will never be forgotten.
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Vinnie Paul
"With all his greatness and accomplishments on the guitar, Dime will be missed more for his giving personality, charisma, caring for others, love and most of all his HEART!! Twice as big as the state of TEXAS!!!!!!!!!!!! Dime gave it all every day to each and every one of us and our lives have forever been hollowed without him...Thanks to all of you for reaching out to us in this time of our immeasurable loss. REST IN PEACE BROTHER DIME!!!!!!" COLUMBUS, Ohio - A small memorial started by a handful of fans blossomed into an outpouring of grief and celebration Thursday....Despite the rain and cold temperature, hundreds of fans gathered outside the weathered metal club to pay homage to their hero. They erected makeshift crosses, laid yellow roses in honor of Abbott's Texas roots and burned candles in his honor, but mostly they shared stories, asked each other why anyone would do such a thing and, perhaps most importantly, they blasted Pantera's cathartic tunes and shouted their lungs out. more...
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Tony Iommi
I was absolutely shocked by the news. Dimebag was such a really nice genuine bloke and a great player. He was always very respectful towards me and it was lovely to have him on tour with us. He will be sadly missed. =====================================================
Paul Stanley - KISS
I'm stunned. The taking of Dimebag Darrell's life in this horrific murder is a senseless tragedy for his fans and unfathomable loss for his family. I send my deepest condolences to Vinnie and the rest of his family. My thoughts are also with the families of all the other victims of this heinous act." =====================================================
Gene Simmons - KISS
Sad to report 'Dimebag' Darrell Abbott, formerly of PANTERA, has been killed in a club incident. Our best wishes to his family and friends." =====================================================
Rob Halford
Hello everyone. My deepest condolences go out to everyone affected regarding the passing of dimebag. His mucianship was superb and his original style was and will remain an inspiration to players worldwide. His friendship can never be replaced.I first met Dime in 1991. I was in Toronto preparing for the 'Painkiller' tour. I had MuchMusic TV on and saw this guy talking about metal and wearing a 'British Steel' shirt. From what he was saying and the PANTERA video that aired I knew right away that this man was a guitar god!" called MuchMusic and spoke to Dime and that night went to a club and hung with the band. We jammed 'Metal Gods'. From that point on, he and the rest of the band became solid friends. My gut feeling was that this band would be huge.So PANTERA toured with PRIEST all over Europe. Many a night I would stand off stage and watch them tear up city after city leaving everyone stunned by their intense performances. It was a thrill to watch and hear Dime invent and advance with his playing. Soon the world became Panterarised!Of course, so much has happened since those early times and I feel that it's important now that however we take the turn of events in recent years we all stay true to the same belief that Dimebag had about his love of metal, which was to play your heart out and be real wherever you are! Some things that happen in life make no sense at all, but out of pain comes strength, and I know the metal community will take that strength and use it as an enduring memory for Dimebag."Love never dies." =====================================================
Brian May - QUEEN
We are all gutted to hear of the senseless and tragic death of Dimebag Darrell, who was shot by a 'fan' who climbed on the stage at a show of his new band, DAMAGEPLAN. He was, of course, better known for his great playing in PANTERA."PANTERA were, I think, the first band that I and my son Jimmy both got equally excited about. It was Jimmy who first got me to see them. They were a great band, and Dimebag was an innovative and passionate player."Great musician. Terrible loss. My respects to him, to his family and friends. Also to those who were killed trying to save him and apprehend the gunman."RIP."
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# by bejazzman | 2005-04-21 03:40 | Water, Air, Sunlight

重心

「任何人總有一件或兩件不想失去的東西,你也一樣。」

「人類必然擁有介於慾望和尊嚴的中間點之類的東西。就像所有的物體都有重心一樣。而且,那是要喪失之後,才會發現原來它曾經存在。」
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# by bejazzman | 2005-04-11 12:51 | 三日不讀書 面目可憎

孤單

沒有朋友,所以我不在了也沒有人會傷心。不過也許說起來很奇怪,我對這個世界其實也還算滿足。為什麼我也不知道。

也許我和我自己分裂成兩個人像在說著對口相聲一樣地快樂生活過來。

雖然我討厭存在這個世上的多數東西,對方也似乎討厭我,但其中也有我中意的東西,中意的東西就會很中意。

不管對方是不是中意我那沒關係。我就是這樣活著
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# by bejazzman | 2005-03-29 01:26 | Soliloquy

...

在最難過的時候 曾經有向我求救阿

我當時又是說了哪些話 付出了多少的心力給對方呢

唉 我還是太自私了 總是只想到自己

                 就這樣
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# by bejazzman | 2005-03-27 01:21 | Soliloquy

挪威的森林

「你從來沒有對人生感到恐懼過嗎?」

我試著問他。「嘿,我可沒那麼笨喏。」永澤兄說。「當然對人生也曾經感覺害怕過。這不是理所當然的嗎?我只是不願意把那種事當成前提條件而已。自己能做的事情就發揮百分之百的力氣。想要拿的東西就拿,不想要的東西就不拿。這樣活下去。如果不行的話,到時候再考慮。所謂不公平的社會反過來想的話也是能夠發揮能力的社會。」

「這話聽起來很任性自私。」我說。

「不過,我並不是抬頭看著天空在等水果掉下來喲。我也做了相當多該做的努力。比你努力十倍左右。」

「這倒是。」我承認。

「所以,有時候我環視整個世間覺得真厭倦。為什麼這些傢伙都不努力呢,為什麼不努力卻光會抱怨不公平呢?」我吃驚地望著永澤兄的臉。

「在我眼裏看來,世上的人都相當辛苦勤快地在工作啊,我的看法難道錯了?」

「那不是努力,只是勞動而已。」永澤兄簡單地說。「我所說的努力不是那種。所謂努力應該是更具有主體性、目的性的事。」
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# by bejazzman | 2005-02-11 01:34 | 三日不讀書 面目可憎

間官中尉的長談

--俄國人一面把手掌合起來慢慢摩擦,一面點頭。

「沒問題,會好好的殺。不用耽心。該耽心的事,一件也沒有。雖然要花一點時間,但確實是會死的,不必心煩。不用著急。這裡是一望無際什麼也沒有的荒野。時間倒是多得很。而且,我還有很多話要說。

關於那件,剝皮作業的事啊,任何團體裡都有一個像剝皮專家似的人。職業的。他們真的很會剝皮。這已經可以說是奇蹟了。藝術品。真的是一轉眼之間就剝下來噢。活生生的皮剝下來了,卻讓人覺得怎麼沒留意在剝已經快速剝下來了?但是阿-----」他說都從胸部口袋拿出香煙盒,把那拿在左手上,右手指尖則咚咚地膏著。

「--當然不可能沒留意的。活生生的剝的話,被剝的人也非常痛的。無法想像的痛。而且要死,還非常花時間呢。因為大量出血而死,這總是很花時間的。」他啪嘲一聲彈響手指。於是和他一起搭飛機來的蒙古軍官走到前面來。他從大衣口袋裡,取出一支帶鞘的刀子。那是和剛才做出割脖子模樣的士兵所帶的同樣形狀的刀子。他把刀從鞘裡拔出來,把那在空中亮一亮。

在早晨的陽光下那鋼鐵的刀刃發出鈍重的白光。「這個男人,是那樣的專家之一。」俄國軍容說。「注意喲,我希望你們好好看看那把刀子。這是為了剝皮,專門用的刀子。打造得真巧妙。刃像剃刀一般薄而銳利。而且他們的技術水準非常高明。因為他們是幾千年來繼續在剝動物皮的人哪。他們真的是像在剝桃子皮一樣地,剝人皮。非常了不起地、俐落地、不留一點傷痕地。我說話會太快嗎?」山本什麼也沒說。「一點一點剝」俄國軍官說。「要不傷到皮而漂亮地剝,最好的辦法就是慢慢剝。

如果中途想到要說什麼的話,立刻中止下來,所以請儘管說。那樣就可以免於一死。他們曾經做過很多次,但沒有一個人到最後還不開口的。這一點請記住。如果要中止的話,最好儘量快一點比較好。這樣彼此都比較輕鬆噢。」那個拿著刀子像熊一樣的軍官,望著山本的方向嘻笑著。我現在都還記得很清楚那笑。現在做夢都還會夢見。那笑我無論如何都沒辦法忘記。

然後他開始作業起來。士兵們用手和膝蓋壓著山本的身體,軍官用刀子仔細地剝著皮。他真的像在剝桃子的皮一樣地,把山本的皮往下剝下去。我無法直視那個。我閉上眼睛。我一閉上眼睛,蒙古士兵就用槍托毆打我。他一直毆打我直到我張開眼睛為止。但不管張開眼睛。或閉上眼睛,都會聽見他的聲音。

他剛開始一直勉強忍耐著。但從中途開始哀號起來。那不像是這個世界上的哀號。男人首先從山本的右肩用刀子快速插入筋骨。然後從上方開始往下剝右腕的皮。他簡直就像慈悲似地,慢慢仔細剝著手腕的皮。確實正如俄國軍官說的那樣,那手法真的可以說是藝術品一樣。如果聽不見哀號的話,甚至令人以為那是不會痛的吧。但是那哀號,則述說著那所伴隨的疼痛之悽慘。終於右腕的皮完全剝下來,變成一張薄紙一般。

剝皮人把那交給旁邊的士兵。士兵用手指抓住攤開來,四處展示給大家看。從那皮上還滴噠地滴著血。剝皮的軍官這次移到左腕。反覆著同樣的動作。他把兩腳的皮剝下,性器和睪丸切下,耳朵削落。然後剝頭皮、剝臉皮、終於全部剝掉。山本已經昏迷過去,然後又恢復意識,又再昏過去。昏過去時聲音停止,意識恢復時又繼續哀號。但那聲音逐漸虛弱、最後終於消失。

俄國軍啥在那之間,一直用長統靴的靴跟,在地面畫著無意義的圖形。蒙古士兵們都一律沈默不語,一直安靜望著那作業。他們都面無表情。那裡面既沒有厭惡的神色,也沒表現出感動、驚愕的樣子。他們簡直就像以我們在散步途中順便參觀某個工地現場時的那種臉色,望著山本的皮被一片一片地剝下來。我在那之間吐了好幾次。最後變成什麼都吐不出來了,但我還是繼續吐。像熊一樣的蒙古軍官最後把剝掉山本胴體的皮整個漂亮地展開來。

那上面還附有乳頭。那樣可怕的東西,我從來沒看過,以後也沒看過。有人把那拿起來,好像晾床單一樣地晾乾著。剩下來的,是皮被剝除之後,變成血淋淋肉塊的山本屍體,攤在地上而已。最令人難過的是那臉。血紅的肉裡白色的大眼睛依然張開著。牙齒露出來,嘴巴好像在喊叫著似地大張著。鼻子被削除之後,只留下小洞而已。地面真是一片血海。
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# by bejazzman | 2005-02-08 04:30 | 三日不讀書 面目可憎

電的絕對不足和暗渠,笠原May對假髮的考察

---然後我們在和光名站前的地下鐵入口坐下,花三個小時數著頭髮稀薄的人們的人數,坐在地下鐵入口,俯視著從樓梯上上下下的人頭時,最能正確掌握頭髮的情況。

笠原May一說松或竹時,我就在紙上寫下來。看來笠原May對這種作業似乎非常熟練。
她一次也不曾猶豫,或重說一遍。她真的是迅速而確實地,將薄髮的程度區分為三個階段。
她讓步行者不會留意地,小聲而短截地說著「松」或「竹」。
有時候一下子有好幾個頭髮稀薄的人通過,這時候她就必須很快地這樣說「梅梅竹松竹梅」。

有一次有一位看來很高尚的老紳士(他自己滿頭是可觀的白髮)看了一會兒我們的作業之後,對我質問道
「對不起,請問你們在那裡做什麼呢?」
「做調查」我簡短地說。「做什麼調查?」他問。
「社會科的調查」我說。
「梅松梅。」笠原May小聲對我說。

他一副很不以為然的臉色,在那之後還繼續看著我們的作業一會兒。
不過終於放棄地走掉了。
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# by bejazzman | 2005-02-08 01:43 | 三日不讀書 面目可憎

滿月和日蝕,在馬廄裡陸續死去的馬

一個人,要完全了解另外一個人,到底有沒有可能

也就是說,你為了要了解一個人,花了很長的時間,不斷地認真努力,那結果我們到底能夠接近那對象的本質到什麼程度呢?

我們對於我們深信非常知道的對方,其實真的知道了什麼重要的事嗎?
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# by bejazzman | 2005-02-04 23:15 | 三日不讀書 面目可憎

Mulholland Dr. (2001)


Movie:Mulholland Dr. (2001)
Director:David Lynch
Writing:David Lynch
===============================
Cast
Naomi Watts .... Betty Elms/Diane Selwyn
Laura Harring .... Rita/Camilla Rhodes (as Laura Elena Harring)
Ann Miller .... Catherine 'Coco' Lenoix D
an Hedaya .... Vincenzo Castigliane
Justin Theroux .... Adam Kesher
===============================
My appreciation:6/10
IMDB User Rating:7.9/10
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

導演【David Lynch】,是一位常常聽到的名字,然而對其所拍攝的影片,卻是一部也沒有。

這次開頭第一炮就挑了他所編導的【Mulholland Dr.】來觀賞,想不到看完片後,我是一頭霧水,因此也暫時給了六分。

故事是由一場車禍開始,從片的開頭便能感受到有許多的謎團,等待著觀眾來解答,然而隨著故事的進行,越來越多看似不相關的情節,穿插在其中,不單單只有空間上不斷地轉移,同時時間上也一直不斷地轉移。這種類型的電影,除了驚悚之外,更像是一種推理式的電影,讓觀眾不斷地猜測目前究竟在做什麼。

不過,真的很難想通。我想關於劇情部份,我要找一天來重看一次,不過手上的片單太多,下次觀看也不知是何時~導演【David Lynch】的電影,我是第一次接觸,關於他拍攝手法上的特色,可能就得多看一些其所拍攝的影片才行來寫了。

不過,就劇情的流暢性,也許是限於電影類型的關係,我個人說不上喜歡,但也不會排斥。說實在的,對此部電影的期待,在看完電影後,的確有感到小小的落差。
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